I
Have Always Loved You
I have always loved
you
Though youth knew not
that love so well
Like a mountain
stream,
Enlarging in the
river of my life,
Expanding on to
depths
That alpine rivulets
never know,
My love grew.
I have always loved
you
And though it seemed
my love would die
In the deserts of my
life
It swelled instead on
mighty plains
Until, a massive
flood,
It hurries now to
ocean depths
I cannot foresee
I have always loved
you
It breaks my heart I
cannot show how much
The fullness of my
love
But I believe a day
will come
A day when you will
know
And there, in ocean
mists
I'll be reborn
To love you even
more.
03/2008
Legacy
A
cold cold heart
is my legacy
The
winds of change have blown
Forever lost
are the arms of love
I
have known.
Prisoner
in a haunted place
a desert dry
Gentleness
and tenderness
within my reach
yet
denied
And
though she has
desires
and dreams
I
don't know what they are
the magic kiss
withdrawn from me
met
in another's heart.
A
cold cold heart
is my legacy
'Tis
the end of love's sweet song
her
need for me
has
flown you see
When
I thought
our love was strong
I
was wrong.
I
thought I'd always
win at love
it never dawned on me
That
like a knife
a cold cold heart
would
be my legacy. 6-27-99
Oer'
a Lifetime
If
I searched oer' a lifetime
Where
could I find
A
vision like you...
A
jewel out of time.
Though
the
waters are many
And
the land is diverse
I
could look on forever
And
I'd always find worse.
For
you are my sweetheart
The
dream of my youth
The
light of my days
A
stronghold of truth.
Life
is an adventure
Each
day a new twist
It's
your friendship that make it
As
fun as it is.
If
I lost you tomorrow
I
don't know what I'd do
Cause
I could search oer' a lifetime
And
I'd never find you.
3-27-94
She's
gone
She's
gone
like a whirl
in
a world of change
and
there's no one
to make supper
argue with
or put the kid's to bed
She's
left
like a dream
.a frantic nightmare
one you wake from
but
I can't
And
there's no one
sharing the loveseat
my dreams
a movie
lunch.
She's
gone
her decision to love
revoked.
and
there's no one
to scratch my back
shop with
kiss goodnight
She's
left
to take her beauty
where it's better seen
to love another with
more passionate touch
and
there's no one
to talk with
massage
or to listen to strange sounds
She's
left
like a dream
a rush of fear
to wake me
and
She's
here.
6-16-97
Adrift
i'm adrift without your love
wondering often if it's me
your thinking of
not
just an image from a weathered memory
perhaps i'm slave to how
i think it aught to be
still
i'm
adrift without your love
longing always just to touch
the substance of
the
very heart of all that makes you who you are
then again am i just
wishing on a star?
yet
i’m adrift without your love
to share a closeness is the thing i'm dreaming of
i
pray someday that I will find that phantom place
where love is real
not
just a likeness of your face
so
i’m adrift without your love
3-20-2000
Your
Touch
Like
sunlight on the water
and diamonds in the sand
Like
laughter drifting
children dashing
and crumbling castles
Like
gently moving leaves
in the breeze
is
your touch.
Like
the beach between my toes
and currents in my hair
Like
brilliant kites
touching the sky
or
a thousand dandilion parachutes
floating on the wind
is
you touch.
Like
a lingering sunset
where mountains meet the
waves
Like
the quiet sound of surf
Like
a favorite blanket
or a prayer of thankfulness
sent in the twilight
is
your touch.
Like
moonlight on the ocean
and a whispering sea
Like
a crackling campfire
or a million sleepy stars
Like
an angel here beside me
is
your touch.
If
She Would Come Again
If
she would come again
Then I would love her
As
a man
Through
tears I see
Where I went wrong
And
I repent
I
remember now how close to me
She came
Her flame as strong a death
I
feared
Her strength and fierceness
And
I ran away
But
now my heart comes trembling
I seek
Her
tender spirit and
All the treasures of my house
I'd
give
My
heart is turned within me
My soul cries out
This
love as deep as hell
Is tearing me apart
And
yet
Her
seal is on my heart
How can I give her up
Oh
just to love her
Intimate
If
she would come again.
5-15-2003
To
Sail Again For Me
Love
is a long-past dream
In my memory
Setting
out across
A diamond sea
Where
I would long to go again
If in its youth
Love
sailed again for me
Lost
upon the stormy winds
And torrent yesterday
Smashed
upon
My treacherous way
Love
cannot find the way again
If it had youth
To
sail sail back home to stay.
And
yet I can't but wish
In my dreams held dear
To
see it once again
Sailing near
This
wandering long-lost vessel love
That in its youth
Made
happy memories here.
6-10-2001
Goodbye
My Love
Goodbye
my love.
Where
will I go to find a love like yours?
Your
soul, your thoughts so special
—dear
to me.
I
freely gave myself to you.
My
heart is turned within for you are
joy
to me
and
passion in my eyes
Yet
here you are, dying in my arms.
Gasping
out your last as if you had no friend
—no
lover.
Why
don’t you want me close?
Futile
now my words
"Come
back, my love!"
How
will I bear your absence?
I
have anticipated you
From
the moorings of eternity dreaming of your love
—us
together.
Since
your birth
I
held your bright eyes close
Brought
you good things.
Is
this the way it ends?
Now
you’re forever gone
In
vain I call to you
"Come
back my love!"
Sobbing
like a symphony, a priceless violin
—my
heart
Caressing
now your face I see what might have been.
Eternity
so quiet
Falling
on your lifeless form
—my
tears
And
wondering, they will say
“How
great his love!”
How
can it be that I have lost you?
Yes,
now I’ll hold you one last time and say with quivering heart
Goodbye
my love!